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jamais pars
02:10
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a teardrop left behind
06:54
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lie broken, bleeding
03:10
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hairline sunlight
01:16
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with a million tears
05:57
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the sawdust scatter
02:42
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Restriction in black pressed against my forehead
a thousand tiny plates drifting out to sea
carry all my thoughts away, empty me
taunt the growing circle, plunge the knife
smile your blackest smile, go and laugh at me
Demons on your shoulders they laugh at me
at the one who falls so quickly, who’s hurt so easily
well you see i never thought this was fun
you bitch yes you hurt me, now you say you’re done
dive for the floor get lost in the shadows
love, hate, vengeance i said it wouldn’t break me
as i felt everything drift away
crash on my chest and watch the sawdust scatter
little broken bag of bones you tossed away
The view from this vantage grew quite dark
as the plastic filled my brain, as my thoughts shut off
draw me out to scatter my pieces
carelessly dropping everything over
the edge of my world where the walls slid in
the light withdrew, i’m left stranded here
you brought me a candle, I held it to your face
trying to burn you, trying to learn
your face ashen black as you stripped your clothes
knowing you owned me, knowing control
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beneath the planks
04:35
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scream, my shallow
08:23
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the black-lined scowl of a mask of darkened faces looking down on me
i brought you back into my cold dark room because i wanted you
the only flesh, the pink and tan, the scent of my torment drifting back on me
bloated and ugly the scar that drifts behind, the pain that fills your mind when you think of me.
remember me, when i was the boy with the empty eyes who never never, never lied
who never knew what he felt inside, never found a reason, never found his dream
the faces, the faces of all the ones i wanted slamming back again, slicing through my skin
they gather around as their faces bleed, and all watch me. keep their hearts concealed
object object you use us all as objects, never let me breathe
now i lie, we lie alone, a million nights of happiness i’ve never known
now i lie, we lie alone, a million nights of happiness i’ve never known
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seireenien lumoama
06:00
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BONUS TRACKS:
00:04
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Thanatos - jamais pars
02:35
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Black Tape For A Blue Girl Portland, Oregon
Black Tape For A Blue Girl creates darkwave, ethereal, neoclassical, ambient, goth albums. This page also includes my
ambient/electronic music, as well as side-projects. Thanks for listening. Sam
Patrons receive exclusive music: blacktapeforabluegirl.bandcamp.com/patron
Formed in 1986
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